It started well, up early breakfast with him before I headed out of the door to go to work. I still feel flat, the past 2 weeks has been exhausting. I feel like I have been hit by a steam roller and it kept on going rolling over the top of me to flatten me.
“Finishing up” is a hard thing to do, even when done in grace it is still exhausting and an emotional roller coaster getting to the other side. Once some one wants you to finish or you have resigned it should be done immediately so that you can feel better about moving forward. It is Friday and I have one day to go – a Monday, now I am expected to travel to see them to do a hand over.
I have barely slept due to the excitement of change, sense of achievement with lots of things to do with Keith Hospital and fund raising. It has been a full moon and I am sure this lunar phase creates an atmosphere of unrest and disquiet. I have laid awake at my daughters and pondered life, love & laughter and I know that I am blessed to have what I have and do what I do. I am loved and love back, I laugh loud and often with many different people, my life is fun it has it’s challenges but 9 out of 10 times I can achieve and though I may trip over, slip up I can pick myself up, shake myself off and keep moving. It is how I operate and how I am,